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Name: Jerica
Country: United States
State: Nevada
Birthday: 11/6/1985
Gender: Female
Expertise: What are you talking about "area" I'm good at everything... :D jk
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/2/2003
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| Quick update: I just started work again yesterday, and OMG stuff has changed and i'm kinda happy. I'm kinda upset because the whole restaurant is going to be closed from the 6th to the 14th and no one thought about putting me in another kitchen. Oh well, I hope something good happens. I really need to start making some money because I am no joke-broke. Also, I am getting married you guys in 5 weeks!!! I know I havent been posting about whats up with that, but here it is. It's going to be here in Las Vegas in a place called Rainbow Gardens. Although the website seems otherwise, Its really nice and so far the planning is good. Everythings is pretty much settled except for the one bridesmaid position which never seems to stay filled!!! And I still don't have a wedding shower, which btw is the Maid of Honor's job to do. I think all that is left is getting Mark's Tux, which only takes 1 week, the rest of the guy's Tuxes, pay the photographer, finalize with minister, rehearsal, pick up rings, apply for marriage licence, schedule manicure pedicure for the bridal party, schedule hair and make up, and my final fitting of my dress and the girl's dresses in about 2 weeks. Cool beans huh!! That is not much... I should know, I've plan this wedding from the ground up about 3 times now... haha. Funny stories... nvm that. So my friend posted this thing on the myspace bulletin saying "i love my mom" and this is what follows: When you were 15,
your mom came home from work,
looking for a hug.
You thanked her by
having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18,
she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in
front of your friends.
When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing
down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
If you love your MOM, repost this bulletin saying "i'd cry"
if you don't... then u obviosly don't care if your mom dies So anyways, she didn't do any of that for me, and I therefore I never thank her that way. LOL. P.S. I pray for miracles Love, jerica | | |
| I was reading through my dedication journal to one of my friends lately, which i never gave, and OMG, i am such a stupid girl. I cannot BELIEVE all the stupid things i did because of nervousness or just because i was totally dazed and confused. Some of the things I did would make some people think I was unstable or something, and honestly, that ... that is so sad!! Very sad. Anyways, I am glad that I don't do those extremely embarassing things anymore or as often and goodness, they should have never allow girls like me to talk to ANYBODY while in puberty because honestly I was the "one-extremely-innocent-wild-thing" for reals. I only wish that I was closer to God back then as I am now so I wouldnt have been so caught up in all the other things I was trying to fulfill or fill my time with so I could avoid talking to him. *shakes head* And even if I do burn those books of memories or shred them, I ALWAYS end up remembering something. I was always the person being laughed at and not with so I guess it was very traumatizing to reread some of the things I wrote. I feel bad for myself to let myself been put through that situation. I know I was trying to make a statement like you dont need to act cool to be cool but now that I think of it, it would have been the easier route. I know one day God will make all these horrible bad memories or imperfection disappear and I would not have to be sick to my stomach and go on munchy cravings just because I had a memory recall or something. As for the easier route, I have chosen that above the harder route on most earthly decision. I am not saying that Earth is bad, I am just saying as of this moment it is IMPERFECT. I pray for forgiveness and the ability to let go. | | |
| i think i got into the bad end of the genetic pool. i'm feeling a little unhappy with my physical appearance lately, and i wish i could change some parts of myself, but unfortunately thats how i was born and nothing can totally change that. i got the bad skin, bad hair, bad teeth, bad metabolism. i really don't want anyone telling me otherwise or agreeing with what i just said because i feel bad enough as is. i know one day though that will change. i know i was given these 'vanity' tribulations to see how strong my faith is and if i will convert myself just so i can change one part of me. i know physical appearance is not all, but its part of the package you know! that was all | | |
| hey u people who read my boring never updated blogs!! so its been a couple months since i updated, so starve me!!! Heres some quick updates: Mark and I set the date to be wed which is Sept. 17, 2007. I really wish it could of been in May for our anniversary, but "alls well that ends well!". I am so busy and stressed to get all the works and thinks thought out for how we are going to do this physically, phychologically, and financially. over all though, i think the thinking of the ceremony & receptions and details of it is the hardest because you can deal with all the other stress with breathing, but planning, you just got to get it done, and there's no time for breathing until its over. nvm, thats all the stresses right!! anyways, its still 7 months away so theres still time to breath, kinda sorta. Also, i'm done with school. I am not going back for a while, maybe not until the wedding is over, so at least one year vacation, from school that is. I moved into a new place which is right in front of my parents house. big move right?? I think thats pretty mcuh it. later, jerica | | |
| I feel as though my life is flashing so quickly in the past few years. I still cannot believe it is 2006 and my little sister already graduated from High School. anyways, heres a quick update on what has been going down lately. I just came back from vacation in California. Geez, it still feels like just yesterday we were just beginning to plan for the vacation, and now, its already all over. Last week was the first week starting in a different restaurant, still in Caesars, but its closer to my roots than the past two. Its 808--a asian inspired european style restaurant. So far, so good. I likes. In the next month, hopefully my home loan will get through and by August, I will be moving into a new home! whee!!! Just, I need to see if I could make the payments. grr...
thats all for now!
Love, Jerica | | |
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